Disorientation
Friday, February 29th, 2008
Wandering around, have things to do but can’t seem to do them.
Looking for something, don’t know what.
Is this grief? I’m not very familiar with that feeling, so I don’t know. All I know is I wander around, into the cavern, back to the surface, around here, there, looking…
I really need to do some things. I really need to figure out what to do next.
My friend Lord Chaos can’t get into the cavern anymore; his computer crashed and isn’t booting up. At the last, he’s not here? Not at all, nowhere? I can’t compute in my own mind — haven’t got enough RAM. I just sit and wonder — what to do now?
I really need to do some things. I have a lot to do.
Breathe. Create a space around the content of my mind. Make room for who I am and accept this is what I need to be doing right now.
Right now.
Maybe it’s time I post to that thread.
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Can’t believe a game could have such an impact on my psyche — won’t believe it. That’s probably why it does.