Disorientation
Wandering around, have things to do but can’t seem to do them.
Looking for something, don’t know what.
Is this grief? I’m not very familiar with that feeling, so I don’t know. All I know is I wander around, into the cavern, back to the surface, around here, there, looking…
I really need to do some things. I really need to figure out what to do next.
My friend Lord Chaos can’t get into the cavern anymore; his computer crashed and isn’t booting up. At the last, he’s not here? Not at all, nowhere? I can’t compute in my own mind — haven’t got enough RAM. I just sit and wonder — what to do now?
I really need to do some things. I have a lot to do.
Breathe. Create a space around the content of my mind. Make room for who I am and accept this is what I need to be doing right now.
Right now.
Maybe it’s time I post to that thread.
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Can’t believe a game could have such an impact on my psyche — won’t believe it. That’s probably why it does.